When life becomes tuff for us we try to ignore it or turn to something we call faith.
Is there such a thing as faith that's worth really talking too? Does it give you all the answers that you can think of?
I don't know if there is. But, this is my opinion. This web page is about things
that may or may not concern you. Life is hell and we all need to figure out where we belong in it. Open your mind to the things
that could be unseen as will as the things that are seen.
I don't want to scare anyone out there and say that there isn't a God or that there
isn't anything out that that is more powerful then we are. But, When you've seen the things I have you start to wonder if
it's real.
Let me ask you this, if there was such a thing as God would this shit that we deal
with now, really be happening. Don't you think that if God is such a caring God, wouldn't he want to stop the things that
we deal with all the time.
We see death all around us. We deal with hurt and many other things in our lives.
Don't you want to know why they happen.
I know, I know, most Christians out there will say that I'm not being far to thier beliefs.
Maybe or maybe not. But, then there's the question about faith and having it. Does praying to God save you from getting killed?
Does Praying to God to help you pay the bills when your about to lose your house, do you any good? If you can answer me those
questions then Maybe I'll believe that there's something more powerful then me.
I have know control over what goes on in my life, unless I really put the effert
into it. I can't ask God to do it for because I know it wouldn't do me any good. And yes, I have read the Bible. I know what
it says.
You can say what ever you want about what I'm saying here, but the truth for me is right
in front of me. I do not believe in God. I'm not even sure I believe there is such a thing as a higher power. I just know
that things happen because they do.
Who is God?
Is God really a person or is he spirit?
No one can really answer that question because no one knows what he looks like.
You think that what is said inside the Bible tells you that he's human or like human. Hmm...I don't think he's anything more
then something that some humans many thousands of years ago wrote.
I"m not saying that Jesus wasn't here on earth. There's enought evidence to tell
me that Jesus was a real person.
On the cross, why would Jesus call out saying, father why have you forsacking
me. Who was he really talking too? God! Surposely Jesus did lots of things to show us that he cared.
While I've been working on this site so far. There has been thoughts running through
my head about how far I would like to take this. I guess I'll see. Writing a website isn't easy for me. I have a bad habit
of writing stuff that probably will piss off a lot of people. I have my beliefs and probably over time more of my beliefs
will be written on here.
Okay, I may have a really hard time believing that there could be some kind of
being bigger then all of us watching over us. Being that he's just sitting there doing nothing to help us out.
I hate that we have free will to choose. Because 90% of the time we make the wrong
desitions. I sit here and laugh right now, thinking why have faith in people that do wrong and then have faith in God to fix
it.
Life is hell for all of us. We turn to something that may not even really be there.
We pray in hope that he's listening. We are told that we are surposed to do this and not do that. How many of us haven't followed
what were told? Not to many.
Go to any church and listen to the preacher talk about faith and the only way
we can be saved is to turn our lives over to God. Hmm..is it true.
Listening to any preacher up on stage talking about what he thinks God is. It's
like thier trying to say that he knows more then God and as they teach you about the Bible they are trying to also say they
know how to interpet it. That's bullshit. They are only guessing. You want to know what the Bible says, read it, don't let
someone else tell you what it means. The more you read and study it on your own the more you see what it really is.
The people that lived in the time of the Bible knew what it was like and say a
lot of the things that happened. There are many things in the Bible that's true and came about. There is also things that
haven't.
The Bible is also full of contrudition. It says one thing and turns around and
says another. Makes you wonder exactly how much you can really believe of it.
Don't ever take something a face value. I promise you, you'll be wrong 95% of
the time.
